| next door, last night: |
[Jun. 21st, 2009 ♥ 07:40 pm] |

today:



the 2 ppl who lived there are ok. neither of them were home.
there were no pets in there either.
almost every single window is broken out & most of the back of the roof is just gone.
the FD said it was over 1100 degrees inside & if the lower half wasnt stone, it would have burned to the ground. |
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| DID YOU SEE THAT? |
[Jun. 17th, 2009 ♥ 11:42 pm] |
still addicted to the stupid jerk ghost hunters (altho nobody is as much of a choad as zak baggins from ghost adventures. i want to punch him in the nuts every time he says DARK HISTORY!!!!!! i think he has the arms of those tshirts taken in so his biceps look bigger!!)
too much going on to list so here are a few things: * new apt - awesome. pretty inexpensive. huge. fucking beautiful. yay! * laid off, getting unemployment, hoping to get to go to school as part of MI's no worker left behind program. sick of scrabbling to get shitty temp work i fucking hate. fingers x'd big time for this one. * thankfully, cheap apt is allowing me to survive on UI benefits (which i am AMAZED i am even getting since my agencies usually report there is continuing work for me & i get denied!!!! this is only the 2nd time ive ever rcvd UI in my whole life!) $ is very very tight but i am careful & determined to do what i can to benefit from the programs for workers so i might end up in a better place @ some point. * loving fig so so so so so soso fucking much. he is my world & my precious boy. i miss poustaki every single second & fleas more than i can even say but man is it good to have figgy here to love on. was considering getting a kitten from the guy downstairs but i think fig is enjoying being an only cat for the first time since i had got him. ;)

* HAVE NOT SMOKED CIGARETTES IN MONTHS! DONT EVEN WANT TO!! * got rid of TONS of fucking junk id been carting from apt to apt. (partially thanx to a flood in the basement our 3rd week here) pretty much all i have stored now is contained in ONE SINGLE CLOSET!!!!!!!! (ok yes its practically the size of my old apt but hay! gotta start somewhere!) * shitloads of huge gorgeous leaded glass windows for plants to thrive in:



the gardenia is a tempramental old bitch. she buds but wont bloom & then drops the buds. i am doing everything every website says to do, she is just cranky. also: her name is baby jane hudson.







* cut all my hair off WHEEE! its kind of an a-line. the old lady instructor @ the beauty school who supervised the cut looked JUST like LUX!!!

* i cannot stop saying mrs. unis' spicy foods if i ever get another cat, its name is going to be mrs. unis!!!!!! * wolfman mac every saturday night! & if i cant stay up - DVR BABY!!! WOOOO!!!! * big scary biting spiders everywhere

* flickr is fun! * many art projects to have fun doing, lots of awful tv to watch, good roommate to have fun doing, cooking healthy (mostly anyway) meals in an awesomely huge kitchen * missing lux every second of every day. the world just feels different without him. *cries*

* addicted to the mighty boosh (very good)
& still addicted to fkn coke zero (very bad. sean just told me it was banned somewhere). * not @ x tonite but ive seen them b4 & altho id like to be there, im pretty fkn happy right where i am. i just dont have much to say... afraid to jinx things honestly for once. hahahhaha. :) |
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[Feb. 12th, 2009 ♥ 03:25 pm] |
ME:
Dear OLD COLONY BAKING CO, I got a realemon lemon bar out of a vending machine @ work today & it is TERRIBLE.
It tastes SO bad, I honestly think there has to be something wrong with it. What information off the pkg do you need to proceed with this?
Regards, Elisavet Palazzolo
THEM:
We are sorry to hear of your displeasure with our Lemon Bar. We receive nothing but high praise for this item so I'm confused as to what you experienced. Was there no Lemon flavor? Was it dry? There should be a 4 or 5 digit code printed in white on the package. If you can furnish me with that number it will give me the necessary info to check our retain samples.
Sincerely, OLD COLONY BAKING CO., INC.
ME:
The lemon flavor was unpleasant, more like bitter lemon peel than tart or sweet real lemon & the outside was sticky & had a small dark patch that I was afraid was mold (I didn’t notice this part until after I had already taken a bite) but the inside was sort of dry & just not good tasting at all.
:(
There is white text on the outside but the print is a little smeared. It looks like it reads: 2322A.
Is that it?
THEM:
The code you furnished tells us that the product you have is well outside of our shelf life so what you are describing is exactly what would happen as the product ages. Over time the flavor will disapate and the product will dry. This piece is normally a very moist piece with a wonderful Lemon flavor.
I would mention this to the company that stocks your machines.
Again, thanks for communicating with us.
Regards, OLD COLONY BAKING CO., INC. |
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| champion of karate & friendship for everyone |
[Jan. 3rd, 2009 ♥ 03:02 am] |
| [ | less crabby than: |
| | vomitty | ] | thank goodness for fkn xanax.
without it, id be getting absolutely no sleep whatsoever.
im staying @ my sister & tom's creepy old house tonite & even tho ive already taken im not sure how many mgs, im still not sleepy.
doesnt help that i watched real ghost videos for fkn hours on youtube.
doesnt help i just finished reading world war z.
doesnt help mandy told me theres something unearthly spooky on the couch in the living room sometimes (im in the dining room & am going to sleep sitting up here in the computer chair - that is if i can sleep)
right now, im just sneezing & looking over my shoulder a lot.
mandy also says the creepy spooky icky feeling might be due to a FEAR CAGE effect from all the jacked up wiring tom has going on in here. if i still bet (which i dont btw) id put my $ on that ... maybe. *eek*
i havent really had anything to say in ages beyond a couple music recs i felt were worth sharing & to some extent, i guess i still kinda dont.
i miss my precious poustaki every single second of every single day. i hate going home knowing hes not there. sitting on the couch without him propped up with one furry little elbow on my leg just fucking kills me. sometimes (a lot of times) when i close my eyes, i see him dying again. it was fucking hideous & id really just as soon fucking forget that part. this might not be so hard if that hadnt been so awful - but it was.
alcohol helps a little but i fucking hate being hungover so i just cant drink all the time. xanax & klonopin help more but they kinda hang me over too & the more often i take them, the more of them i have to take & i REALLY dont like that @ all. i dont smoke pot anymore, havent in ages & dont want to anyway. even tho its too bad i wouldnt begin to know where to find good E, that shits expensive & Es not the kind of thing you can do on a daily basis & still have it work properly. theres plenty of other things i CAN get my hands on but it wouldnt be smart to overuse them & end up with more trouble than im already in.
sucks that my go-to-feel-better-drug has always been cuddling with my kitties & now thats exactly my problem.
that beautiful black kitty picture i posted a while back, she was janis' miss freak kitty & she was PTS just a few days b4 poustaki died. she had lung cancer & was very sick. she was so ready to go, the vet who came to the house to do it didnt even have to give her the 2nd shot.
i was staying with her pretty much every day keeping an eye on her for a little over a week, ever since janis had gotten the diagnosis & was afraid to leave her @ home alone while she was @ work. i felt like i was neglecting my guys but they were healthy & ok & the time i spent with them was quality time & ugh .... whatever. enough. i dont wanna think about it anymore.
this really fucking knocked me out today. lydia lunch has been doing that to me a lot lately actually. (not so much the 2nd part of the essay as the 1st)
its possible ill be moving down here in the spring. the temple has a few properties to rent pretty reasonably & jim & i looked @ a house just a couple blocks away from my sister. id like very much to live near her.
sarah needs to get an apt closer to siebs school & with a room of his own (hes nearly as tall as me now!) so she is not going to be renewing the lease on the townhouse in april. its wayyyyy too fkn expensive anyway & kind of a shithole.
i have watched stardust memories probably 15 times in the last month. i will probably watch it that many more times @ least. watching radio days a lot too.
my plan was to give up the goth when i turn 40 next week & embrace my frightening awesome italian heritage & start dressing like ginny sack but i havent had the energy to scour the thrift stores for clothing awful enough to work. also: altho i did get a haircut, i did not get the bouffant. YET.
 janis' fiancee tim says i should only follow thru with this plan if part of it is to have no man ever touch me again. ha! i should be so lucky to find one as wonderful as johnny sack!!
maybe ill just go on what not to wear.
allright. its wayyy past my bedtime now. one more half & ima REALLY try to pass out. <3 lisa |
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| goodbye |
[Dec. 14th, 2008 ♥ 09:36 am] |
my precious sweet poustaki.

pousti was my cuddlebug. he hardly ever did anything bad & he was never happier than sitting on me snuggling & getting lovins. ive never known a more simple & goodhearted sweet kitty. because he had CH & asthma, i kinda always knew wouldnt have him as long as another healthier kitty maybe but this is still a shock. (the CH actually barely seemed to affect him but for runny nose/eyes)
friday night he had an asthma attack that he didnt make it thru. i tried the nebulizer but it didnt help & everything happened so fast, there was barely time to think straight much less get him into the car & then all the way to the vet. @ least he died with me right there holding him & my sister & sarah by his side too. i hope that was some comfort for my most awesome sweetest boy. i will miss him every single second until i die.
we are burying him today @ the temple right next to where my sisters kitties are buried. |
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| goodbye |
[Dec. 9th, 2008 ♥ 05:37 pm] |
miss freak kitty.
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[Dec. 8th, 2008 ♥ 06:27 pm] |
went to see amma last week.
i want to DO something with whatevers left of my fucking life.
maybe ill go to goa? :) lisa |
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| AKA |
[Jun. 12th, 2008 ♥ 10:04 am] |
* the wild gun of satan * mutated kill-monster from crappy nightmareville * ladyfag * KILLTRO
i keep thinking about the way my cel phone feels b4 a call or txt comes in. i can almost always tell. theres some kind of current & i can feel it. its weird.
i am poured out like water my heart is like wax & is melted within me ♥ lisa |
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| fucking fuckers |
[Jun. 2nd, 2008 ♥ 10:21 am] |
shitcanned the rest of us on friday. :(
started looking @ 830am quitting for the day now
theres really nothing... except being a costumed mascot 3 days a week for $10 an hr. i applied for it. ♥ |
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| OMFG! |
[May. 20th, 2008 ♥ 07:28 pm] |
they unblocked LASTFM @ work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| mother's day |
[May. 11th, 2008 ♥ 11:53 am] |
with figgy when he was little

cooking crepes

mom yiayia & mandy

@ yiayias apt several birthdays ago

in the lobby of the apt bldg roger & i almost moved into many yrs ago

making a chocolate cherry coke

a giant gross fish

@ the fruitmarket

in the hospital before she died
 & after




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[May. 8th, 2008 ♥ 03:59 pm] |
'men say they love independence in a woman, but they don't waste a second demolishing it brick by brick' |
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| meowth's first time |
[May. 1st, 2008 ♥ 11:23 pm] |
up on the counter (that i know of!)

probably not his last. little shitbox! ♥ |
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